Clareen’s World

Short Term Goal~*

1st Goal ~* Save money go Singapore find my friend and go shopping hehe!!!
2rd Goal ~* Want to go Macau, HK, Shen Zhen, Taiwan, Japan before next year Summer!!
3rd Goal ~* Achieve at Least RM1500 every month!! * [ i think is not hard to achieve right??? ]
4th Goal ~* Pamper myself buy myself a LV wallet when i have money keke..

Long Term Goal~*

1st Goal ~* If possible i would like to buy my own house before 25 years old? sound logic or not i wonder? *hehe*
2nd Goal ~* Clear my debt.. Haiz i always feel bad owe him money for quite some time!! He’s one of my very good friend. When i face financial problem to support my own expenses he willing to borrow me money and did not rush me for the money, some more always worry i don have enough money to used. But to be frank i feel bad with it..
3rd Goal ~* Go oversea at least once every year..
4th Goal ~* Save money for my brother sister future study purpose!! * Gambateh

haha once i think of more goal i will update my blog..

Each time i heard this song from FM I sure think about someone caller ringtones.. Someone who i shouldn’t met.. *Abit regret but still it’s too late.. Anyway It’s good to understand the meaning of this song.. "Better not to meet"

[ 不如不见 ]

陈奕迅-不如不见(粤)

Busy.. busy.. and busy.. currently busy with revision.. this saturday is my mid term exam alr.. a few chapter have to study.. currently i only finished 4 chapter, and my "memory storage full" alr.. HOW??? BIG Wok la.. 

Well nothing happen recently.. Started my new college life almost one month alr.. Feel so happy with my new environment. althought the facilities is not as good as Taylor’s last time but i like the way the lecturer teach over here compare to Taylor’s.. They are so friendly and funny.. Sometimes i might miss some of my friend from taylor’s, and those places in subang area.. *Pity*

Can’t online that often alr since i haven’t apply for the phone line yet *sad* ( i’m using my friend laptop to online while waiting for her to do revision together ) .. hmm no choice~ haiz.. but actually it’s a good way to concentrate on my study at this moment *cough*~ am i right? I’m *sad* + *stress* recently but i was so happy that i get to know some of my friends who are very kind and friendly in my college.. *thanks buddies*

Till here for today’s journal…back to revision

Friday, November 11, 2005 12:39 AM 

Today i had read an article in The Star Newspaper, It was a comment by a reader from Klang.. The article was about study and relationship..

The article is like the following ~ *

What is friendship to you? Is it a long-winded relationship or a meaningful interaction?

It’s very obvious that young people are searching for mates and close companions. Some even yearn for this relationship.

I feel we should leave this boy-girl relationship thing aside and focus on what’s important now, like our studies and family. Before we start boy girl relationship at a young age, we must think of the consequences and the price we have to pay.

Our main goal now should be to study to get good grades, and to love our family. Get your priorities right and try to avoid a boy girl relationship just for a while.

You are free to date after SPM, College or University.

^_* Anyway do u all agree what the reader say? Pls leave some comment k!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 11:48PM

Hi everyone.. I feel that i have been missing in friendster blog amost a month.. Hehe ^_*
Hmm well hmm nothing much to share in here.. Hmm let me think what should i write 1st.. Haha~ Oh ya I would like to share my happiness with you all.. Last sunday, my dear dear purposely drove from Kl to Bentong just to meet me.. Hehe *happy*.. When he reach Bentong, we went to Kow Po there for a drink and some Ice-cream.. Hmm nop I shoudn’t say we just taken ABC and Ice-cream.. >.< *blur* It’s the 1st time my dear came to Bentong, he told me that he din been to Bentong b4 but i’m so happy that he manage to drove to Bentong to find me.. Somemore he bought me a surprise which he bought from Korean Village in Ampang there.. So touching! After he met my parents.. my parents decided that to had our dinner at Bukit Tinggi there.. I was following my dear car to Bukit Tinggi while my daddy they all drove another car.. I was so enjoy the moment being together with my dear in the car since there is no any "sport light" (my youngest sister ‘Khai Zhen’) Haha~
Anyway, that is the short updates.. I got to go now, so sleepy *yawk* tired alr.. Good night everyone!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005 3.17am

BeEp BeEp!! Haha~ To all my dearest friend who is reading my blog. I would like to announce something in here.. hehe.. Yesterday 31st of July was a special day for me.. ^_* Could u all guess what is it? Haha~ Yesterday, we have become another lovely couple in this world.. Does it sound *geli*? Haha~ Want to know who is him? I felt happy and "hang fuk" now.. akakkaka.. lol >.< I love u dear! *Till here for today’s journal then*
~Ciao~ hehe~

Monday, August 01, 2005 11:09pm

OoOo.. Seems long time didn’t update my journal already?? -.-" Yea, presently I was busy with so many stuff.. I have to settle a lot of thing within this month.. Lately I was busy finding a new college to study in.. I went to many colleges to find some information regarding my business course.. *tired* At last I had make a decision that I will continue my study in Help University College.. So guys any comment? Haha~ Yesterday

I went to my Subang room there to pack up all my thing.. Hmm no longer to stay at Subang there anymore since I will continue my study in HELP there.. Walao really a lot thing.. At first my mum though that 1 car can shift all my thing already.. Who knows there was really a lot of thing have to find another car then only can shift all my stuff.. So no choice lo have to have to ask my uncle to help me.. Luckily my uncle willing to help me.. Thanks Uncle! Time to sleep already, tomorrow have to wake up at 6.30am to accompany my mum go to KL there.. Good Night everyone!

Saturday, July 30, 2005 10:49pm

Oo.. finally my IELTS speaking exam is over, but my mood still not that stable yet.. kind of moody actually >.< i’m worry about my IELTS result.. really worry =(
Just now during the speaking section I was so nervous i can’t really concentrate on my conversation with the examiner.. Oh my god my whole mind was blank.. answer nonsense *sad* sob! sob! Afterward went home still need to continue doing my revision in IELTS other section *haiz* -.-"
I suddently feel that i’m lifeness.. i’m very lonely, in home alone.. Everyone should having their dinner with their family.. but i can’t have dinner with my family because i still have to prepare for my IELTS exam tomorrow.. *tear drop*

Friday, July 08, 2005 6:10pm

Haiz sick! sick! sick until sien already.. since monday have abit sore throat, slight fever, than until today *high fever* =_=” Today early morning *3am* i went to clinic to see doctor since I feel that my sick is getting worst.. when i went to the clinic, the doctor help me to check my body temperature, after that he straight give me an injection.. *painful* sob! sob!

Well I’m kindly feel so sleepy after taken medicine.

Sigh* IELTS exam coming soon. It’s on this coming Friday till Saturday. A little scared and preassured dunno whether it’s because I preassured myself too much and get stress for no reason.. Maybe i’m just over-reacting to it.. but my group of buddies who studied together feels the same way either maybe from the past records of passing rate for IELTS and also senior’s threat. Maybe we are feeling the pinch and plus the accident i had *sigh* not having a good day lately. Haiz!

*P/S* For those UTS student ~ Good Luck in IELTS exam..

Wednesday, July 06, 2005 5:10pm

It’s A Koerean Song "Because I’m A Girl" Sang by a group of girl call Kiss.. Here is the lyrics..

Because I’m A Girl - KISS

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you’re special
I believed those words and I was so happy

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

you should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don’t think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

you should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it’s not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I’ve been blind
you told me that you’d never let me down
whenever I needed you you’d always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

don’t take advantage of a girl’s willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn’t know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

*The translation come a paragraph after the lyric

I might not understand this song at first but i can feel it that there’s some story behind it and have decided to download the Video Clip. The first time i watch it i was so touch by it that i actually cried.. the first time, second time.. still touch by the song and the video clip.. it’s worth watching and listening to it.. even when u listen without watching the song.. u can feel the that the singer is trying to send out a message.. so there u go the lyrics. u can get the songs or video clip from me.. Just request from me and make arrangement.